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I've been doing that a lot lately. The past two years my life's become rather... uneventful. Also working as a server --- which I know is no excuse --- but, I opened up my "eating habits" a lot and became rather experimental/a foodie. That mingled with the non-active lifestyle (I work hard but hardly play or exercise anymore because I find I'm so exhausted when I get home --- it's a double edged sword). Ugh... Anyway, point being the past two years I've gained a lot of weight... Essentially all the weight I used to have when I was in middle/HS and HATED myself, and then some.

It's kind of nice because I actually have boobs for the first time in my life. But everything else just needs to go.

I've been working on readjusting my life so I can get into good shape again but of course it's hard. It also sucks because when I look at photos I WAS thin, but I felt like a fatass because I basically had an eating disorder. So, I don't want to go back there, but at the same time I looked so much better.