Like, I know that I have issues. I know that I'm far from "normal" or "right". I do things and think things that are way, way out there and it's so not cool at all, but I know that I'm wrong. I know that I'm sick and when I'm having a good day, I make attempts at getting help even if I never manage to follow through. I don't ever deny that I have a problem and I know when I'm bullshitting myself and when I'm making an effort and when I'm being lazy. I can't always admit it to other people, but I can admit it to myself. I know that I am completely ridiculous, but I don't know if the fact that I know I'm screwed up is a good thing or a bad thing. Does it mean that I'm not as crazy as I think or that I am as crazy as I think, I just have the benefit of being very self-aware? Would I be better off thinking I wasn't sick and that all the things I do are normal and that it's everyone else with the problem? I mean, it could help my state of mind at times, but I guess it's a good thing that I know there's something wrong with me because it helps make it so that the only person I really hurt is myself. It's still very annoying sometimes.
Do you think that knowing you're crazy makes you less crazy?
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