I was prepared. I studied everything about the job and memorized the job description and listed my strengths for those skills.I knew what I wanted to say. I
had my questions ready to ask afterward....and then...a room of 15 people, each person asking 5 of the hardest, most complicated interview questions ever
asked of me and my mind blanked. I seriously don't think I strung together a coherent thought the entire interview. I don't know what the fuck
happened. This has never happened to me. I usually ace interviews. This one, I failed. Epic fail. I was so mad at myself at the end of it. FFS, I couldn't
even remember simple words. It was just like my brain went blank and everything I've learned the last 22 years of my life disappeared.
I know I bombed the interview. I probably sounded like a blooming idiot. I just don't understand what happened. And I really, really wanted this job too. So bad it hurts. FUCK IT ALL. I fail at life. My boost of confidence I had going into this thing is gone. I just suck.
I know I bombed the interview. I probably sounded like a blooming idiot. I just don't understand what happened. And I really, really wanted this job too. So bad it hurts. FUCK IT ALL. I fail at life. My boost of confidence I had going into this thing is gone. I just suck.
