and I don't like it. I'm stressed, exhausted, and having nightmares of my life going to hell or being betrayed by friends. I've had nightmares of
students hitting me. Everything said to me I take in a negative way. I snapped at a friend over the weekend 3 times, only one was deserved. I snapped at my
crush last night, definitely not deserved. I then appologized profusely and got emotional. I don't like being like this. I try not to be.
The stress and exhaustion started a couple months ago. That's also around the time I stopped losing weight, no matter how hard I try. So now I feel like I should just give up. The snapping at people just recently started...I've reached my limit. I think its time to just lock me in a padded cell.
The stress and exhaustion started a couple months ago. That's also around the time I stopped losing weight, no matter how hard I try. So now I feel like I should just give up. The snapping at people just recently started...I've reached my limit. I think its time to just lock me in a padded cell.
