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HarmonyBear3 wrote:

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And Eddie Guerrero. His death was so sudden and out of the blue. I got on the internet, found out about his death, and I just burst into tears.

I can still remember what I was doing when I found out he had died. I had been off the 'net all day and was going to a message board that night to talk about the past episode of SmackDown that came on, because Michelle Deighton from ANTM cycle 4 was on there and it was an overall good episode. Then as I went on Yahoo!, I saw the headline "Wrestling Star Guerrero Found Dead in Minn." and remember my mouth just hanging open and being so shocked that he was dead. It wasn't until I brought my sister into my room and pointed at a poster of him sitting on the ropes (which I still have to this day) that I actually burst into tears. Man, I still get chills and a sick feeling in my stomach just thinking about that day. I think what made it worse in addition to the sudden nature of his death was the fact that other than people online, I really had NO ONE that understood how I felt. I changed from that day. Now, I never wait too long in the day to check out the web to see if everyone's okay and some other things that I'd rather not say here, but it REALLY messed me up. Like nothing else before.


Another one I was thinking about at work today other than the ones I already mentioned was Josh Ryan Evans (Timmy on "Passions"). I still can't really look at his picture without crying. He was only 20 when he died and I think he had an older brother who died before he was born of the same thing. I can't help but think about his poor parents who lost two children.