And he is in grad school and then taking the LSAT and then (hopefully) going to law school... so he is going to have stressful/busy events one after another for a LONG time coming. If he shuts me out like this everytime one of these times comes along, I am going to go crazy.
Or am I already crazy? Ugh, seriously, I'm not expecting much. It doesn't much to make me feel happy. just a little something here and there to show that I exist to you.

I mean, he's totally good with being mushy and lovey and whatever else in person, but he doesn't know how to translate it onto text
or a phone call or an email, or... anything. If we ever have to be in a longdistance relationship, I know I'd never make it. I'd feel too neglected and
unloved and I'd give up, as much as I love him. I hope I dont ever have to do that, especially with us living so close together. It's so ridiculous.
