You meet a guy.. Fall in love.. Get married. Everything for the most part is great. From what everyone else can see. There are bits and pieces of things that you hide to not only protect yourself.. But the views that other people may have on him. You buy a house and are living a normal mostly "happy" life.
Fast forward
You have a best friend.. that has a husband you've known for a really long time. He is overly affectionate with you.. but he always has been. Doesn't bother you, doesn't bother his wife, and doesn't bother your husband. Just the way he is.
You go over to this friend's house one night. Eat dinner, watch a movie. Everything is normal nothing out of the ordinary. Your best friend decides she is going to bed. You stay to finish the movie because you haven't seen it yet. Husband gets up to get you something to drink and sets right next to you on the couch. Again nothing out of the ordinary.
The two of you start talking about things.. how you have known one another for a really long time. He mentions that he finds it odd that the two of you never dated. Now that you think about it.. you find it odd to. He mentions a few things.. words are exchanged between the two of you. And he leans over and kisses you.
For some reason you don't stop him. Don't even want to stop him. Things progress. Next thing you know you're having the most AMAZING sex you've ever had. Both of you finish.. you many more times than once. You get dressed and go home.
You wake up the next morning expecting to feel REALLY bad. But for some reason you don't. You don't have anyone that you can talk to.. because for one you've just slept with your best friends husband.. and two what if she or your husband finds out? So you keep it quiet.
The two of you exchange words through email.. he calls a few times. But you can't stop thinking about him. It is eating you alive to see him. To touch him. To have him close. But you know that it's the worst thing you could do. Ruin your Marriage.. lose your best friend. This has to stop.
How does one pull themselves away from a situation like this when they see that person every day? How is it something you can overcome when the feelings from it are so strong?
