I mean I just wanted her to be like hey you owe me for this one or something like that or even blunt but whatever. I just didn't want to end up like her other friends where they can't stand each other but they continue to be friends. Yeah I'm a fucking moron for even caring but like I said before I'm working on it. I'm a fucking idiot for being so sensitive and I wish I could have that removed. Oh well just took the loss of a friendship to figure that out what sucks is that we work together so I have to see her and talk to her.