Wow, I am so sorry! I'm with everyone else who says that you seem so nice, so sweet, so likeable. We all think you're awesome and totally support you! I'm sorry you're going through this, with having the 4 kids and new baby and all. If there is any silver lining to this (and it's so hard to even try to see one in situations like this), it's just that your husband has shown his true self by doing this to you and your kids right now. You'll make it through, and be better off not having him around, in the long run. But it's going to feel like the hardest thing in the world, in the meantime. Let us know if there is anything we can do to help, though! Even if it's just support or ears to listen to you vent! Hope you get the daycare job, too. That would be nice because you could take the baby with you. Sending good thoughts and vibes your way