@covergal86: I'm sorry you had to go through that. I know my actions were totally uncalled for, but I never meant for them to be bitchy or anything. At the time, my warped mind thought I was doing my friends a favor by not having them deal with my shit. Of course, down the road, I realized that other consequencs could have come out of it (like them thinking I didn't give a shit about them), but I felt like such an ass and didn't know how to dig myself out of what I thought was a huge, gaping hole (for ignoring them for so long). I really wish I knew then how to let people help me instead of just ignoring them. This was really a lesson learned and it cost me a lot.