I love how supportive you all are. I have felt like shit for awhile and was put on Topamax for a headache that's been going on for months. Was also on prozac for what was depression they said after my mom died. I just always feel like crawling under a rock. Oddly feel vindicated like wow yes I did have good coping skills, I am not lazy eating junk food 24/7 there IS something "wrong". Hope my dr calls!!!! Darn HMO Husband said he gets a medal for loving me with a level that high LMAO