MorganC1980 wrote:
Lo, it is enlarged. She obviously has had puppies and we're not sure where they are or what happened to them. She's currently at animal control and they are a kill shelter. I've grown up with dogs all my life and for some reason, this baby won't get out of my mind. My main concern isn't so much the one week, it's what happens after that. As selfish as it sounds, I know I can't keep her and I know I'll get attached and then have to let her go and yes, PLEASE don't get me wrong, I do know that is much better than the alternative for her. I guess I'll have to leave it up to my husband since it is his decision in the end...he'll have to agree to it before I can do anything. 

I completely understand.  I felt the same way when I started fostering...  I was really nervous.  You'd be surprised how good it feels when you find the perfect home for them.  I have had a lot of furkids come through my homes over the years and I can honestly say there is no way I could have cared for them all.  That's all I keep reminding myself.  The sense of satisfaction and hope you will feel is unmatched by anything else!

If it comes down to it, let me know if you really can't do anything to help her.  I have a friend who has his own rescue and he does a lot with pits.  I have no idea if he could help because he is constantly taking on new cases, but he might know someone who can.  PM if you need.