Actually he had to do certain things as a condition of coming back into the NFL and staying there. Including volunteering at shelters, donating to shelters, making speeches about how wrong what he did was, other community service, etc, etc. He's a very unemotional guy in front of the press. Sure maybe if this was TO he'd be crying like a little girl but who is to say he hasn't spent many nights crying about it in the privacy of his own home?