I just need to open up about this...
I am extremely sad by his death. I have never grieved over someone that I've never personally knew. Michael was/is my idol. He was the top of the top for me when it to celebrities. He and Janet were my first favorite artist. Bad was my first album. I would watch Moonwalker every other day along with my Motown 25 tape. He had my full support during his trial. I would never put him down or have anyone put him down in front of me. He was my favorite to the point where I would be willing to fly to London just to see him live. So when I found out he died, I was hysterical. I called my mom crying like crazy.
Part of this sadness come from that fact that my father passed away 3 months ago and he's the reason I love Michael. He gave me those tapes and vinyl records and got m hooked. Michael was a bong of ours. I'm mourning and my heart is healing from my dad's death and when I found out Michael died, its like someone hurt my heart all over again. Like it really felt like too much. I know if my dad was here, he'd would've cried too so this has really brought me down. I'm not going to hurt myself or anything but my spirit feels so down. I really wanted to get through this year without anything sad happening again.
I am extremely sad by his death. I have never grieved over someone that I've never personally knew. Michael was/is my idol. He was the top of the top for me when it to celebrities. He and Janet were my first favorite artist. Bad was my first album. I would watch Moonwalker every other day along with my Motown 25 tape. He had my full support during his trial. I would never put him down or have anyone put him down in front of me. He was my favorite to the point where I would be willing to fly to London just to see him live. So when I found out he died, I was hysterical. I called my mom crying like crazy.
Part of this sadness come from that fact that my father passed away 3 months ago and he's the reason I love Michael. He gave me those tapes and vinyl records and got m hooked. Michael was a bong of ours. I'm mourning and my heart is healing from my dad's death and when I found out Michael died, its like someone hurt my heart all over again. Like it really felt like too much. I know if my dad was here, he'd would've cried too so this has really brought me down. I'm not going to hurt myself or anything but my spirit feels so down. I really wanted to get through this year without anything sad happening again.
It truly sucks that he's gone.
