this is the last thing I just heard from the man who supposedly loves me
....
I have so many other great things to remember him for and now I can add this to the list...
I am furious right now... I am sitting at my desk at work and I just want to scream 
Backstory.... I'm warning you its loooong but I've left a lot of shit out and just tried to put the
main points and make it as easy of a read as possible.... Sorry in advance but I needed to vent and my friends all suck right now so yeah.....
- boy and girl meet and hit it off, he's basically the male version of me with just enough differences to make it perfect (or so I thought)... Girl trusts
guy… everything is great
- a couple months go by and girl finds out that boy was still talking to another girl in Florida (I am in Canada) and he had gone to see her there on three
occasions when we had first started seeing each other but the last time he cut her off completely.... He came clean with the whole situation and I get over it
for the most part as it was very early in the relationship and we weren't official or anything
- another couple months goes by boy leaves his email open on girls laptop... I know I should have just closed it but I didn't... first and only email I
look at is a video of some broad playing with herself... I later find out boy used to talk to this chick, this chick visited him in the hospital when he had
surgery AND he slept over at her house (apparently on the couch) while we were dating (but not official whatever that means).... a few months later I am in
Vegas and boy has what he calls a lapse in judgment and calls the chick at 4am (hmmmm....) but then thinks the better of it and expects some kind of medal of
honor or something from me...
- by now the trust that girl did have is slowly starting to fade as girls wonders more and more about all the things that he has conveniently forgot to mention
- the arguing begins for the stupidest dumbest shit
- boy gets a couple late night phone calls here and there that make me wonder some more... apparently they are drunk calls from his many female friends and I
should just deal with it cause he has no control over who calls him and when and it shouldn't matter who is calling because I should trust that he
isn't doing anything wrong... the last occurrence the boys phone rings at 2 am, boy picks up phone, girls ask him who it was, boy says friend, girl asks
what friend, boy says "a friend, you don't know her", girl asks again, boy refuses to tell her… I must admit… I snapped… I went to grab the phone
and look, he saw me about to grab it and almost went psycho on me
- well by now boy and girl are on and off trying to make things work and arguing constantly... girl is thinking crazy shit and occasionally snooping (yes I
know its not right and there is no excuse but whatever... I did it and I can't take it back.... I never thought I would and I never have prior to this)...
this all truly brought out the worst in me
-So one day my curiosity got the best of me (yes I know I'm wrong but at this point I'm like whatever) and I looked in his email praying that I wouldn't find anything… but of course yet again I see some broad (that was conveniently one of the girls that had called him at 4am one night, his "friend") sent him several nude pics of herself rubbing up her titties… what does he tell me?? He never asked her to send him the pics and that he doesn't know why she would send them and that once again he has no control over what people send him???!!!! I'm speechless because I don't even know what to say anymore…
-Well the last point occurred sometime in March I think and ever since then it's just been one thing after
another…. Just non stop arguing… one good day and like 10 bad days There are so many other stupid arguments that are not even worth mentioning but yeah… today
we argue some more and the last thing he says before hanging up the phone you all already know…. Have a nice life you fucking cunt


