I was asking my bf why I feel like people are against me or they're attacking me. He told me it's because I do the same shit to them as a defense mechanism.
For exampl, I was at the stores the other day returning at item and I demanded the lady to let me cut in line because she had too many thing in her cart to return, while I only had 1 item. But the employee said that the lady was first no matter how many items she was returning. So I got mad because I didn't get my way and acted like a bitch while she was returning my stuff.
I also attack anyone that makes fun of me which includes my bf and some of my relatives.
I really had no idea I was this way... still working on fixing this...

