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I'm 26 and i'm gay. I hate using the word Lesbian. Anyways, my most successful relationship was with a girl and it lasted 3 years. She is now straight. A girl I met at work liked me alot, and I basically blew her off for almost two years. One day I just looked at her, and something totally clicked in my mind. We dated on and off for a year. By that I mean we would date, then I would feel like I was being smothered and i'd break up with her. Six months later she found someone else and they are still together, have been for about a year and a half. I'm still very much in love with her and think about her everyday. We talk through text sometimes. She knows how I feel, and she says she still cares about me and doesn't want me with anyone else. This is just a game to her now I think though. I'm so alone, and most pathetic...I cry everyday just about because I can't stand the thought of her with someone else.

I've dated other people but I am not emotionally invested in them at all. I don't give them any attention, and could care less when we break up, and I usually break up with them less then two weeks into it. I think I will never get over her and be miserable for the rest of my life. Sorry, just wanted to vent.