I met a guy in February while studying for our medical boards... he asked me to be official with him the night before I left. I said yes, and went home and
studied... he stayed 2 more weeks studying and took his test. Throughout those 2 weeks, I have never missed anyone more than that and he would tell me how
much he missed me all the time. 2 weeks after that I take my test... and after my test he calls me and tells me how excited he is for me that I took my test
and how happy I sounded. Later that night, he drops the bomb on me. That he couldn't do this anymore because he was miserable without me around and he
knew that is what the next 2 years would be like, while we finished school away from each. He said he likes me a lot, and he wishes we could just be together
when we saw each other, and I said no. He said he had been miserable since he took his test and all he wanted to so was spend time with me and that he
couldn't, and that he had been wanting to tell me for awhile, but didn't because he knew it would make me unhappy and affect my studying, and that was
why he waited until after my test.
I am just so bummed about this, all I wanted to do was see him after my test, it was like all I was looking forward to. He said he didn;t want me to visit him anymore because it was only going to place a bandaid on the situation, because everything would be perfect while we were together, and then once I left he would be miserbale again. And that all he wants is for his gf to be near him and be able to share things with her, and he knows we can't and doesn't expect me to uproot my life for him.
I honestly, have never clicked more with anyone in my life, and I like him more than anyone else, that I ever have. He's told me the same thing and that he knows since he met me, he would want to be married bc he feels he met the right girl.... and he never thought that before.
I wish I could just erase the past couple months outta my mind... and what sucks more is that all I had planned was to be with him these next 2 weeks while he was at school.
I am just so bummed about this, all I wanted to do was see him after my test, it was like all I was looking forward to. He said he didn;t want me to visit him anymore because it was only going to place a bandaid on the situation, because everything would be perfect while we were together, and then once I left he would be miserbale again. And that all he wants is for his gf to be near him and be able to share things with her, and he knows we can't and doesn't expect me to uproot my life for him.
I honestly, have never clicked more with anyone in my life, and I like him more than anyone else, that I ever have. He's told me the same thing and that he knows since he met me, he would want to be married bc he feels he met the right girl.... and he never thought that before.
I wish I could just erase the past couple months outta my mind... and what sucks more is that all I had planned was to be with him these next 2 weeks while he was at school.
Fail.
