I am just so bummed about this, all I wanted to do was see him after my test, it was like all I was looking forward to. He said he didn;t want me to visit him anymore because it was only going to place a bandaid on the situation, because everything would be perfect while we were together, and then once I left he would be miserbale again. And that all he wants is for his gf to be near him and be able to share things with her, and he knows we can't and doesn't expect me to uproot my life for him.
I honestly, have never clicked more with anyone in my life, and I like him more than anyone else, that I ever have. He's told me the same thing and that he knows since he met me, he would want to be married bc he feels he met the right girl.... and he never thought that before.
I wish I could just erase the past couple months outta my mind... and what sucks more is that all I had planned was to be with him these next 2 weeks while he was at school.

Fail.
