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I am 24 years old and I met this 24 year old girl recently. She is my first girlfriend ever. A lot of new things have come my way recently and i have been busy. That is the real reason I am not posting as much. I also try to find hours in the day to play Diablo 2, my PC game that is like my hobby.

I don't know what will happen to my post count, but it is likely not going to be as strong as it once was.

I like everyone in Speedy's board and I hope everyone understands. My life is starting to change and I am afraid of what to expect.

I hope noone is mad at me and can understand.

I am losing weight and getting healthy also. I am going to attend a Houston Texans game next season.

It was a few weeks ago. I had went to Denny's for breakfast and I ordered a super scramble breakfast. To be exact, it was the " New Meat Lover's Scramble " .. which is basically two eggs scrambled with chopped bacon, diced ham, crumbled sausage, and topped with chedder cheese. It also comes with two strips of bacon, two sausage pieces, hash browns, and three buttermilk pancakes.

I know every detail because I got the menu posted on my wall. More on that in a second.

She smiled at me the entire time I was there eating. She even gave me an extra hash brown and buttermilk pancake. She didn't even charge me for the extra food. She also came to my table to serve me a lot of orange juice, or if I needed something. She came to my table a lot.

So anyway, as I finished my " New Meat Lover's Scramble, " that is the name of the breakfast plate I ordered. But anyway, as I left, she left me her number on a menu. So I took it and left.

When I got home, I posted the menu on my wall in excitement. It was the first number a girl has ever given me in my life. I ended up calling her the same night and we been on 5 dates total since.

And I have been back to Denny's quite a few times as well.

I have also tried the " Lumberjack Slam " but my favorite will always be the " New Meat Lover's Scramble. "

A little over two weeks ago, I started to feel really sick and I tried to hide it the first week ( I didn't tell anyone about it for one week, thinking it was just the flu or cold that would pass in no time ). I went about things as if nothing was wrong, but it caught up to me last week and I really started to struggle.

The sickness I had started with pain I felt inside of my right ear ( hearing loss in my right ear and a numb feeling ), but then the problem started to spread inside of my chest, lungs, and throat.

I had trouble breathing, swallowing, eating, and I felt like I was dying as I started to gasp for air a lot as well. Coughing was the only way I could breathe at times, as I was able to sneak in some swallows and breathing right after I coughed.

I saw the doctor last week and he gave me 3 different types of medication to help ( including antibiotics ), but I only felt a little better and last night I once again struggled to breathe.

Then today, I saw another doctor and this time he told me I had very high blood pressure and diabetes.

So now I'm going to be on more medications for my diabetes, along with a machine I have to use four times a day to check my blood level with.

To make matters worse, my OCD is starting to come back ( old problems I took medication for from 1997 to 2004 ), and now I'm thinking about every little inch of problem I have with my health, which can make me struggle to breathe even more. For instance, if I do eat a little something, I think I got something stuck in my mouth and I tell myself that I'm choking ( or whatever my mind wants me to worry about ), and then I keep thinking about it over and over again, even when I realize it's just my teeth. And 10 minutes later of doing this, I'm starting to gasp for more air.

I wanted to tell you guys this, because I know I haven't been posting as much in the last two weeks. While I'm at home, I'm generally sleeping, resting, and trying to relax more these days.

I want to start exercizing again, but as of right now, I'm having some trouble breathing when I'm just sitting down or talking.

During the past few weeks, I kept posting once or twice in this forum through these tough times, and following sports just like I normally did, but if you noticed closely, my posting was getting less and less, and almost during certain hours ( when I felt good enough to type ).

Hopefully I will feel better in time as I continue to take my medications. I'm 26 years old and I want to live a lot longer. This is truly a wake up call and life-changing experience for me.